It's done. But still not finished. Now I know it - it never will be finished. I had the feeling all along, that it would just go on forever, this final paper for my course. I submitted it yesterday, posted it today. Unfinished, eternally unfinished. Am I satisfied? No way. Do I think it'll pass? I don't know but it damn well better do. Is it any good? Well, some parts of it are brilliant - and the rest is not worth the paper it's processed on. I'm exhausted. Dried up, parched. My brain has shrivelled to the size of a pea. Too tired to party and too phased out to think of anything really FUN to do to 'celebrate' the end of this self-inflicted purgatory. (I know, I'm exaggerating wildly here, wallowing in it....). What is FUN, by the way?
Girl, get a LIFE!
On Thursday I start the next university course.
Oh PLEASE, just give me six months' holiday instead....
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